...lazy days in Los Angeles

I'm so sleepy... even though I've slept all day...still sleepy. I'm thinking about deleting this blog. It has so much hurt and pain on this blog. Sometime I feel so clouded by my surroundings...I'm sooo happy but so miserable all at once. Alud and I are so terribly close, and not even I'm waiting for him to fuck up close but I love my man, my bf, my husband type of close...it couldn't have came at a worse time. Lol! I'm tired though and think he notices that... I know he is taking most of the heat from this...he is too strong for his own good.

See you later, see you soon
p a y n eH.
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