Well surfing on various fashion sites, blogs and old friends myspace pics....
I start to feel very posed...like a mannequin in Macy's. And when I mean mannequins I mean still, perfect, blank and stationary. Think about it a mannequin's look, emotion and style is created by other around, they are not officially ready til someone decides they are.
I wonder how many of are mannequins in our own lives...
Ex. Me 1....
A designer with a creative block, and dead in job, no diploma and got married right when my "wings" got big and strong enough to soar.
Recently I feel as if everything is posed for perfection. I mean as a little girl I learned from my immediate reality and my virtual reality thru TV, radio and observation that perfection or rather the illusion of it was they only option. So many of us was taught this as well...if life gives you lemons you make lemonade.
But what happens when we stop hiding our shortcomings, flaws and mistake and start openly and publicly fixing them, instead of hoping it will go away and no one will find it out. I wonder what will happen when someone will write on their on blog or myspace status "Just cheated on my boyfriend", "I'm unhappy with my behavior" or "I have wrong many today".
Ex. Me 2....
I'm not concentrate more on my passions, causing blocks to become buildings. Frighten to get another job because of the finical life style that I am use to. I'm a school drop out that won't find the time to attending a GED program. I'm scared of being alone and not having the option of to come back to Alud after exploring the world and the life around me so I get married to make sure I'm finicaly stable.
Myspace when will we learn are flaws are the true beauty. When will I learn that perfection is just a simile for fantasy. And bloggers all around show that beat up and kicked around hearts of your to the world show that where you are in your life truly...
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