"Your my heart and I will never leave you." you said in the car only moment after we said I do and seconds from celebrating in the festival.
Two and half years later and I stand to give you an ovation on your believable performance.
I can't believe I was stupid enough to believe in this BULLSHIT!!!!! Stupid, Stupid, Stupid! How could I be so naive,got your mutha fucking name tattooed on me, can I get any slower!!! I'm so piss for allowing for my guard to be down...I can't believe my stupidity! I hate myself for you allowing me to do these to me, I'm so angry!
Every memory, every promise and every word a muthafuckin lie! How can allow myself get here, how? You were suppose to be it...
I hate even looking at you sometimes You sit there and act like everything is perfectly fine and like you haven't ripped my heart out. You have literally ran me thur the mud and about to let you do for ANOTHER TWO YEARS. I don't think i can make it,I don't believe I'm stand being dragged thur the mud again...
I'm in so much pain, this hurts so bad. I swear I can feel every knife in my heart , every inch. I will never forgive you..or myself if we truly fail.
p a y n eH.
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